Happy endings come to an end

Dear friends... as this week it could be my last day to post this last blog since the incident that have change my life maybe forever i would just like to tell out the story of this few days past ..

Monday ...

A day which is really i am pushing my pressure on it . Friends and Teachers start to complain everything about the assignment . I really cant do it .. i didn't have rest , not at all ..but my stress can still pull over from it ..i can still fight back ,but Tuition 's and Music class ..disappointing friends .. many friends i really disappointed in this few days ..A friend of mine is now disappointed since i lost her pen drive ..i don't really know where did i put ..it was 3 am that time and i am doing my assignment ..that was the time i lost her pen drive and my file , my neck tie ! my purse ! every single important thing that i have keep is GONE !! GONE ! UNDERSTAND ..IS GONE !!! i really cant stand ,all the time i am just doing a job that is USELESS !! ( CRY ... ) in my heart i really can feel the pain..That very night ..i pray for something good for the next day

Tuesday ..

Pen drive is missing ..how am i going to explain ? i cant ..i just kept secret until that very bad day i really paid 30 ringgit and gave her my pen drive . I don't know how to explain to my dad . I secretly take his money and the pen drive . For punishment as i don't tell my dad ..i will not buy any single accessories or food in the school ..not even a cent and it might last for a month . School is over... i arrive back home and quickly find it ..search the hold day and nothing ..I felt like screaming !! and in the end i really in a sad , sweating and tired action ..this is the second day i am facing

Wednesday ..

Payment for the pen drive is done ..but the assignment i done is lost History and geography . Facing with a teacher ..ready to be punish and so it did.. i don't want to continue about it because as i go on ..i don't think this is a happy lifestyle . Facing a problem with friends ..right now forgiveness , payment and suffocating all doesn't seem to work . As this goes on with their heart full about my badness ,disturbing and might as well annoying ..i might as well abandon this blog ..(cried) i really don't want to do this..but i have to . As what i could say Happy Endings come to an end and so it did .

Will it goes on like this ? I don't know ..is the answers from everyone

9 april 2009 6:47 pm ..last posted blog ( maybe yes or maybe not )

I just wished that in this month and so on ..i just hope bad thing could be gone ,and so it goes ..fight back and never give up