Months ..week ...days ...not a freedom ..

Well this 2 months which arrive is a busy and unpredictable relax time . Under so much pressure for my Theory exam .. , Mid year Exam, Assignment and Extra classes, I didn't even get a chance to use my new telescope . I miss all the excitement looking at the night sky . 1 week to go and exam arrive .. Pressure building up for my History and other subjects . Every single subject starts from form 1 2 3 ...is it suffocating ? I am .. Crazy for something i want for my hobby and now i have to stay AWAY ..I really can't take the pressure ... I felt like all this jobs and work are killing me !! = (

What a dreadful day ...

Weeks and weeks past ...one by one exam arriving , day by day pressure building up ...I wonder whats next ...

I am happy ...i am a happy person ...but this pressure keeps remaining ..cant let go ...stuck..so i wonder how to let go ..just keep studying and studying that's the reason .

I really want to try my new telescope ... spend all my money for the telescope and i really want to use it since i fall in love with the night sky ..Hope i can rearrange my time properly before its too late ....