Going back to my primary school tommorow ! = D

Hi there = ) Tomorrow I plan to visit my primary friends since ... I cannot make it to Christian Fellowship , but i will be back when the exam is over ...I am force to listen my parents . But anyway , i have been waiting for months to go back to my primary school visiting friends , ha ha ..is time to be friends again ! ^^ I can't wait !

Next week is exam ... I am little bit nervous to go through but at least i can have a visit with my primary friends ..Hang on , I will be there ! If there is chance , can take pictures either ..hope so !

A 3 days experience in a University

I'm back , hi hi = P Well the camp , I felt great = D but i am really exhausted after the camp - Fainted - I am cool ! = P Day 1 .. Well on that day , I really am nervous going along with one of the juniors , but in the end .. I make friends with them anyway = D I meet Davis and Alvan . They both came from Sarawak and realise they are Roman Catholic . I found a bible inside one of their desk , is in Malay . Weird part ..I don't know how in the world i can speak Chinese language ! , since they do not understand English .. SPEAK ENGLISH !!! xD Studying chemistry biology ? I really am going to be sick reading the size of a dictionary one hold night . I am glad to share them about my information and their too = )

So at night , there is not much to explain , I went down to my seniors room ...take a bath . Thank goodness ! I get a nice , cool shower ! I take a few stair case down to the cafeteria and the first thing i said ...Am i going to remember that room ?? All same doors ! Well , there is a room number on it ..is really small and i didn't realise it was there all the time . I lost my way when i came back from shower ..I open every door !!! embarrasing man " sorry ! sorry ! wrong door ! " Thank goodness , I found it phew ~ xD Dinner was great ..but i am do not really have the mood to eat ...you know everyone came here is like a first time look to a new place , I am one of them So thats all on Friday ! = P Alot of problems i have = P





Day 2 ..

Day 2 is really an unforgettable activity i did that late night ... Well , in the morning ..we have our classes , Science , History and English .. Is freaking cold and i really am shivering that time .. Ever wonder how i look when i am frezzing cold ? xD Alright , the next journey i am heading .. library ..is very enormous 0.o I wonder a librian like me can ever incharge this big place ...xD I will QUIT !! Ground floor , was all about the historys , next floor is a journalism , another floor ... open minded place ..! xD Is awesome ! I am sorry I can't take pictures inside the library ..is forbidden to bring cameras = P


Next up ...Jungle trekking ... here goes the second time to go through the mud !! anyway , i didn't really panick , until a sudden ...my shoes suddenly sank through the sand ... well , you know next ..my hold shirt , pants and shoes are dirty and wet .. but mostly the quick sand really make me panic .. We all are stuck in the jungle for 2 hours and at that time i really fall down a couple of times ...owh ...my legs still kind of hurt

Now , this is the part i really am shocked , scared to death and thinking back the bad things we did to our family or anyone ..IS one good speech , i appreciate that ...but i am scared of seniors who were suddenly change into an angry person ..Our team leader , he is the first one who is in a sudden panic after the first checkpoint .. there are 5 check point , each check point we need to anwser the missing poem sentences and find out the meaning ..unfortunately i am not really good in BM ..For what usewe anwser the poem ..eventhough we go the anwser , is still worthless to be get scolded .. So ..this activity ..last one hold day ...i really am exhausted




The next morning ,there is a downpour rain ..so ...take an hour for us to hide for shelter ...i ...can't sleep !! is uncomfortable . In the end , i stay awake the hold day ..So my final day before i leave ,I packed up and suitupmy formal shirt = ) Be gentleman = P I guess this is a goodbye to both of my seniors - hugs - always remember you and wish them a good luck as they go on their further studies before i leave ..man is such a touched momment .. Same goes to other seniors , i got their number = ) But i am not sure when can i call them back..xD They are always busy ...very busy ..Some cried of those touch momments..me ? ..well, a
little ..kind of soft hearted ..xD So that is whats all about for Perkampungan Ilmu ..making yourself prepare to face the exam coming soon Oh yeah by the way ! A comment from everyone for this blog !! from this year till now..how is it ???? Write at my chit - chat widget ..well i see what can i do if there is a problem = P



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Normal life as the way it does = P

I 'm back = P Sorry for the late posting , my pressure is getting heavier day by day The trial exam is arriving , but i am still the same old normal kid = )

So today , suppose there is a solar eclipse happening ..but .. it didn't happen = ( Who cares about it , I know it won't happen since the weather is ...cloudy this morning . Not really in a good shape . Well , just wait till ONE DAY ..it really is true having total darkness here , Malaysia .

So , today ..after extra class ..should be till the end of curriculum . Well , 20 minutes earlier = P So , i use the few minutes left for scout . An emergency first aid topics for scouts 0.o huh ? I didn't realise scouts should really need to do it right ? xD I don't really understand what Puan Nurlina is talking about , just follow the procedure thats all xD See how the real situation i am about to face if someone is facing this situation ..= P Don't really think is going to happen anybody right ? xD

Oh yeah , before i finish , I realise i saw Ho Ker li at seksyen 3 .. The same old Shannon ...making funny faces at her ..xD I know , I know .. Don't really know what to say , I am just glad to see her ^^ Looks fine xD I will tease her more if she come back to seksyen 3 AGAIN ..= P

Alright ! Thats all for today ! = D

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I might come back to CF = )

Alright , the result whether i can come back to CF for a prayer time ..i guess.. i still have the chance ..I really want to say thank you so much to Uncle john and Uncle Desmond ..They are the one who gave out the speech that i have never even dare to say out to my family for my eternal life ...I am really happy to release out the secrets which are locked inside my heart ..I hope i can come back to CF = ) Dad is getting better .. and i felt the pressure inside me , is gone instantly ..

Uncle john told me not to lose faith ..never lie to my parents ..and i promise his words = ) God doesn't want me to keep secret for the hold time ..Is a big step for me to become a Christian ..but i can't convert into Christian till i am age 21 .. For now ..i might come = ) I guess ..the Treasurer duty should hand over me back = ) I really appreciate ..Thank you so much = ' )

Now , is my parents decision whether i have the permission to come to CF . I am so relieve ..Thank you Lord , Thank you .. i was about to have a bad news set in mind that i can never come ,I guess i was wrong . Sara , thanks for comforting me = )

I can nearly uncontrolled myself

Friends ...to tell you the truth ..my life has change so much ...i did cried ....this hold day ...but i didn't blame anyone alright ? No body's wrong ~ I am wrong ....I did mistakes which i hide my Mom and Dad from knowing that i gone to CF ... It was my last look at the Church ..I started to cried ...I choose to go ..nobody ask me to go . I pick my own decision , I SACRIFICE MYSELF TO GO TO CF ..JUST TO LEARN MORE ABOUT GOD

Sara ,

I am honestly really am sorry for what i did this whole week ...It really change my life how i did . But ...don't go Emo again alright ? Even though i am not in CF for the rest of the year .. Maybe i should have been punish ..I don't know ..because i did bad things to my families , to you and friends either ... ask someone to take my duty as a treasurer = ) Be happy as good as new ^^

Phoebe ,

If you are here ...i guess ....i fail to go on my life learning more about god ...i ....i....didn't listen to your words ..i should not have gone to church every Friday ...I am so weak ...I am so sad ....this hold week ..but ...i can't give up ...I wont give up ! No matter what happens ..i will try my best to go again ...By the way , hope you enjoy the Hill song concert ^^

Till now ...i have no direction ...I try to comfort myself to not be a sad person ...alright ? Is been 7 months i have been going to CF , is awesome . IS not the time for me to become a christian yet , maybe ..when i am 21 years old ? or maybe a year younger . I try my best to impress my families so that i can head on my own decision

I just hope God could listen to my calls since i pray every single day

Titanic Poem

Well , i post out a poem , see weather is it nice or not = P Made by me ya ? xD No copies at all . Anyway , comment please ! = D The poem is about a legendary ship called Titanic


In the vast , deep , ocean ,
An unsinkable ship was once told ,
Titanic ,
Mother of all ships ,
The sound of the engines ,
gave big happiness to the passenger abort ,
She is alive

Until one night ,
The last road which will lead them to their destination ,
came a fatal nightmare ,
that could never be escape ,
The survivals are been chosen to live ,
Spend the life with meaningful memories

Deep to an ocean grave,
One of the heroes who gave his life,
The women and children to save,
Gone but not forgotten,
You are always be a remembrance deep within our hearts ,

Love were surrounding everywhere ,
The one who gave his life to save Rose ,
Jack ,
Rose won't forget the sacrifice of his life ,
A love that could never be let go ,
Believe in Yourself ,
And you will have a strong heart ,
Rose have a strong heart ,
A Love which is so meaningful to both of them ,

The stars are the heavens ,
They are calling ,
Is time to leave the loves one ,
And start a new life ,
A person who was a true hero will always be in our hearts ,
Till the end of your life ,
Long you will live

Saturday and Monday is a great day ^^

Well this 2 days going on is great = ) ho ho xD Lets start on Saturday night .. = ) Alright , my brother , Jordan really going crazy with Transformers but i am going crazy with Ice Age 3 ! xD A very big deference huh ? But anyway the youngest always have to choose first , so we watch Transformers = P Man , all tickets are been sold but there is one more room to open which is midnight .. That's bad . So while waiting , i went to the popular book stores to see whether i can find Pendragon book 4 ! xD Yup i did ! 6 more to go - fainted - xD I am still at book 2 ..long long journey ahead xD

After around 2 or 3 hours , the cinema is open = ) Phew ~ The movie is great ! = P But what i really want to see is " Final Destination 4 " Is horrifying but still willing to see it = P

Monday ... Well , is a tough and challenging day . I aiming for scout gadget to win first prize . There are 3 of us doing it the most , Dennis , Syakir and Me ! A 50 $ cash is enough for me to buy something and i just figure out to what to use it . I target to get pendragon book 10 by working hard to get it ! It looks impossible , anyway ..JUST TRY MY BEST TO GET IT !! even tough PMR is getting near ~

Hi , Shannon is back xD Miss me ? xD Ha ha - Joking around - Anyway , reports coming in this few week isn't bad = D Well not really good = P but is normal to me .

At night ...

Well there is 3 late night i have gone through which is so touching and i really am glad to start thinking back of my abandon hobby , Night Sky ^^ At least i get my chance to use my brand new telescope which is not even been use for 3 suffering months ! But anyway , what really touch me is about Michael beloved families . I know ..is boring to you ..but actually it really make me started to cry after their speechless brothers and Michael son . Is sad to reveal it ... = ( Last but not least god bless you Michael , may you rest in peace = ' )

At school ...

Well around Monday i guess , " We 3 Jatians and Cengalians " are about to get an injection which we didn't expect it really makes me and others sick . After the inject ,everything goes fine accept the pain which still remain at my shoulder till now =.=" Came home from school , looks perfectly fine until that night , i started getting a slight fever . Now thats what i am really don't wanna take the risk of it but anyway its too late

The next day ..

WHOA ! almost half of our class are absent 0.0 And I " I don't feel so good " either ...try to stand the sickness and just pretend i am really in good condtion = P Thank goodness , i did withstand the sickness till school is over .phew ~ So the next few days , I am back as usual xD

Thursday ...

Well today ..is tireing but still enjoying with those scouts gadgets xD I try to help out ..well,things don't goes as plan , As someone try to sit down and the hold string started to get loose . 0.o Hi hi , as you know today i did escape the extra class xP for those who witness me and my friend , Jonathan xD Man ,i don't wanna sit at the sal room for 2 hours ! 0.o I have plenty of tuition at night =.=" really am not going to use my time hold day studying right ? - need rest - PIT STOP ! xD Help out the PBSMfor the gadgets , well ..eventhough i am outsider people or salesman or whatever a man do xD but unfortunately , lost way or track and in the end i forgotten how to tie it ! xD When i finnaly get it ,it was too late . They were packing up so no tieing demostration ! xP

Anyway , thats all for today = )

Blog reopen back

Well , looks like the blog is back as usual , a little bit changes ..anyway , kind of lazy to clean up xD So , this few weeks is kind of busy .. suffocating for assignments ..man ! no doubt is terrible . Alright , trying to prepare for any examinations coming in .Felt nervous , inpatient , be alone and that is the changes of my attitude this year .It brings so much ..different . Astronomy class , like i am throwing a dump on it ..forget about it . I remember sitting for UPSR , it gives me the tension to study hard plus i am actually a slow learner = ( . I won't be free like last year but anyway just continue my posts ..won't stop or abandon it .. will be using for the next coming event or anything.